took a trip down memory lane

Not even realizing today was my aunts birthday! I took a trip down memory lane! Eating my lunch today and my fork broke! I ended up just picking the stuff by hand and eating it that way! As I was eating I kept feeling like someone was laughing at me! I just closed my eyes for a minute and I saw my grandmother and aunt looking at me and laughing! I had bbq sauce all over my face! I heard in my mind aunt jeanette say that damn christy aint right! Mamaw said that's my girl I raised her right! There aint no shame in me what so ever! Its just amazes me how the littlest things remind me of them! It just takes time for all broken hearts to be healed and all wounds to heal but the scar is there to stay! My heart is scarred from so many losses that it might not ever heal! Well, blog that's my thoughts for 2nite! I'm headed to find mamaw in my dreams! Watch out uncle paul ur up next! Good nite all!

Need you now!

I've fallen in love with that song that I could just about sing it word for word! It describes how I feel sometimes! I need you as in someone that can so me the way or someone like my husband that I love! Its been one helluva week, awesome weekend with me, corey our babies and the most wonderful view known to man the lake! Awesome! I'd live on a lake somewhere if I could! Not sure I'm ready to give up city life right now! As I'm typing this out that song is playing in my head! Ill post the lyrics now! I'm sure who ever reads this can relate to it in some way!

I need you now by Lady Antabelum

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do withoutI just need you now

Woah, woah
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now, I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now


We all have felt this way from time to time! I know I have! Well, as usual I'm blogging as I lay in bed and my thumb is hurting! Good nite blog! I need you now lord!