Fathers Day, visit with friend, etc

Its been a little while since I've blogged! This past sunday was fathers day! I felt like it was time to show my father just how useless, worthless, deadbeat he was! I laid in bed and wrote him a little letter via email! I just laid all my feelings out! He called me that day apologizing and telling me he loved me! Its a little late dontcha think! Well, lifes too short to dewell on past! So, I also felt the need to email a very special man and woman in my life to just let them know how much they made me feel and how much I've appreciated them! They called me and told me thank you and wanted to tell me they loved me! I went on monday and got my haircut so I dropped by to see them! I had a very nice visit with them! These ppl are the parents to the woman I was in a realationship with for 3 1/2 yrs! When I pulled up memories come flooding my brain! I almost couldn't handle it but I did! The memories of her and I kept poping in my head! They kept playing over and over! It was almost like I was reliving it again! I even fought back tears several times, I hid emotions just so no one will see them! It was hard but I made it thru it! I can't say that I don't still love her cause I do just not in love! She's found the right one for her! I wish them both best of luck! Nuthing but happiness! Its been a great wk so far! Its the little things I miss bout our relationship, the companionship, the being able to talk to someone that understood me, shared some of the same passions that I did! Also. The times we shared intimatly and non intimatly! But I'm happy in my life right now! He makes me happy I don't see me finding another woman anytime soon! But, before I go I want to say that why live in the darkness of hell, when you can live in the lightness of heaven! Good nite blog! Peace, love and happiness!