When you can't turn back

Sometimes you do things that you can't ever take back! Like, when a frienship crosses a line that is no longer friendship! For the moment it felt so good then after it was all said and done you realized that what happened just changed ur life forever! I hope that one day we will be the friends we used to be but I feel we will never be able to go back! So the more I think about being with you the more I feel like I'm ready for the time that you finally give me a chance to show you I'm more than just talk! Now when that time happens I hope that it happens naturally and not set up! I want you to feel as if its meant to be and not just because! Now with all that said remember I made you a promise! If I shall keep this promise its gonna take a lot of pride from me because I'm in need of a touch! All I ask is for u not to lead me on in hopes that I get a chance! I hope ur reading this now and see that I'm truthful and honest with you! I want you and I want you bad! If ever a chance in your mind you feel that you could never let me show you how I want to show you then please take a few mins and tell me! Email me, text me, or call me or tell me face to face! I feel like you want me your just scared! You showed me something that most people wouldn't show unless they are into you! You showed me your body! I was like damn! I know you think I'm crazy but when I see beauty I know it! I hope u understand!
Now, life is more about what's going on than what's up! We live one day at a time to make it to the next day! Good night!