Happy New Year

I made it another year I didn't take my life like I said in the last blog but I do vow to take some time and get my head on straight! This past year brought many days of pain and many hurtful things where said! I apologize to anyone if I hurt your feelings in the past year! What happened in the past is gonna stay there! Its time for a new year and a new me! I'm gonna work on being a better person, being a better friend, being a great wife to my husband! Only one thing that I did in the old year that I wish I could take back sometimes is a promise I made! If only I could retrace my steps and not said what I said I might could be happy with myself! Right now I'm in dire need of the touch of another female that its about to drive me fucking crazy! My promise is keeping me from doing it! I had a chance to talk to the one I made a promise to, tonight and we came to an agreement that I wouldn't break my promise but if something ever happened between us we would put aside our friendship and go into it like we just met! I can do that not so sure she can! Well, 2011 is supposed to be a great year because its and odd number but you know its only gonna be as good as you make it! My 2010 ended just the way I wanted it too! It started with great friends and long convosations about nuthing! Just catching up on old times and shooting the shit! I miss my days at the wag with dana and cheryl! It was always fun working with them! Its been a long six months not seeing them everyday! Although I do talk to dana everyday and cheryl about once a week! I rang in the new year with another great friend! A life long friend that I've slowly started to catch up on many years lost! She and I have the best time when we are together! Just talking and reminencing about old times! I couldn't ask for a better way to start my 2011! I hate that my husband wasn't there with us but work is more important! I hope that my 2011 continues to be great! I hope everyone reading this is gonna have a great year too! I think I've typed enough my fingers are numb! So good night blog and cheers to a new year and a new improved me! I'm gonna change! I gotta or else! Peace love and happiness!