Rainy days

I miss my grandmother more on rainy days than any other time, I feel her presence more than any other times! She's watching over me daily I know but days like this I remember sittin in the hall way, and all the doors are shut because she didn't want the glass hurting us if it got really bad! She'd hold us as we cried when the storms got loud! She'd always say its gonna blow over soon and sure enough must of the time it blow over quick and she's always right! I love her like I did the last time I saw her alive! I wish I could sit beside her bed and just talk to her one more time! One more hug, one more kiss, one more spoken word, one more moment in her life! I just feel like I'd feel better for one more moment! If only heaven had a phone, a road or free passes! I know there's not but one day I'll see her again! I still smell her old ppl smell, I still remember the last thing she said to me!! "christy im ready to go home!" I said, "Mamaw close your sweet little eyes, and ask the lord to take you!" a day later we got the call at 630 am that she took her final breathe in her sleep! The end to 2 yrs of suffering, was finally over! The end to the pain that she felt daily was over and the beginning of the griefing process for us began! She'd never want us to grief but that's part of living! Little did I know soon after that I would watch her only brother pass away! I was in the room when he took one of his final breathes! Little did I know 8 yrs later my other grandmother or like grandmother would finally enter in to heaven, to be greeted my the angels! She's flying high on the wings of the angels, shes seen my grandmother and I'm sure theyve shared many stories of me!! Sad stories, funny stories, and I know the both are with me daily! But my pain in my heart is felt daily and will be felt until I'm reunited with them again! Lord, knows the pain I'm in, he sees my hurt but he's also made me the woman I am today! He's made me this strong person I am! Thanks to the lord and my two favorite women that taught me how to love and how to live!! The end!!