Feeling like a champ

Tonight a friend of mine listened to me rant about my father! She made me laugh and I made her laugh! It's nice to have good friends! Then missy texted me and I helped her to see that maybe it's time she go to the doc about a lingering problem she's having! I hope that she truly listens to me this time! I just hate to see my friends hurting and so many of them are! It hurts me to know I'm not in a position to help them I'm any other way than just talking to them! But I hope by talking to them it helps then out! I've been beat down to the point I felt like taking my life just to make others happy it was friends that picked me up and dusted me off! I've got a friend that's at that point now and sometimes I feel like I wish there was more I could do but there's not! One day I know someone's gonna read these blogs and think I'm the dumbest person that ever lived! But this blog is for me to put my feelings out! 

This 2nd amendment shit, gay marriage shit and all the killings are gonna make me either become an alcoholic or a druggie! I mean I don't see anyone walking In my house telling me they taking my gun away from me cause they want walk out that's for sure! Also I don't care if a man/man or woman/woman gets married hell it ain't gonna effect me one bit! And these ppl killing ppl I think if the real problem was address at an early age ppl wouldn't be so apt to kill ppl why don't you address bullying? Why don't you stop that shit mr president you fucking jackass! No I didn't vote for him first time not this time! This country was free but slowly turning to a dictatorship hell if I wanted that I'd moved to another country! Just like others did before me! All this makes no sense to me! If you think back dude used a bomb in Oklahoma to kill kids, dude in fort hood used a 9mm pistol to kill this ppl, assualt rifles aren't the problem the ppl are the problem! Banning drugs ain't stopped ppl from using them! Hell you can buy shit off the street for the right money! Ugh well I've said enough peace! Or as my friend Becky said Aidos Bitchnachos