Where it all makes sense is where it doesn't matter how I look or how I feel! At times I don't feel like doing nothing but being a lazy person! Sometimes things just don't ever seem good enough for the people in my life! Just sometimes it's like people expect much more out of me than I get out of them! Naw it's not that I expect them to be there every second of every day but sometimes just being there is all I need!
Since having all these things wrong with me last couple of days I've seen a side of things that really don't like! But it's just me I can't change the world but one voice can change someone's mind!
Writing sometimes frees my mind enough to get a good nights sleep! I've been thinking of the next blog post but I can't seem to get it all together! But as you can see from previous ones its along the lines of medical things and things that's wrong with me medically! A time comes that we must all say to hell with it and hope for the best! In less than 15 days ill be Florida bound with the two people that I said I'd never go another damn place with but I love them and hope they know this time I mean business and they best be on best damn behavior or ill leave there ass! No if ands or buts about it! I'm hoping for a good trip one that we can make memories and lasting ones at that! Not sure how long my mom will be here so it's best to get it all done now before I lose her!
Living in the pain I live in daily is sometimes unbearable! But you know life isn't perfect! I try not to allow the pain to hurt me but it does keep me down! Anyways that's all tonight I know it's short and well stupid to say the least! Peace
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