First tattoo

The other night after many years of considering and talking I finaally went thru with my plan of getting my first tattoo!! It wasn't as bad as I've heard ppl talk about!! Didn't hurt but just a little bit!! This morning I woke up with a sense of peace, I feel like the two women in my life that influenced me to become the great person I am was smiling down on me!! I've never been one to go with the flow I've wanted to live life on the edge and almost falling before I step back just a little!!! I've got another design in my head but I hope it's gonba be a long time before I get to put the design on paper and get it done!! I'm sitting out under the carport in my screen room thing that I had my husbAnd build a while back! It's nice day here in Mississippi!! The birds are singing and the dogs are enjoying the sunlight!! I hear a train rounding the bend and the birds keep on singing!! I feel like the greatest gift we are given daily is the gift of life! It's a gift that the lord hands every day he wakes us up! I might not be perfect nor am I a saint but then if everyone was perfect then we wouldn't be here on earth today! I've had some times when I thought that it's just too much to handle but I think about the things that others lived thru and never once said I give up!! So I keep fighting daily for the fact that I'm just like anyone else and I shouldn't give in too pain and I shouldn't give up! I've been down this road a thousand times and this time the road seems straighter than times before!! It's the path to a better tomorrow! Everyday that I wake I thank god for allowing it because you know there's no better feeling than the air we breath and the breathes that make us who we are! The feeling of belonging is the greatest feeling you could ever gain from someone or something! If you knew the way my mind thinks and the way my body feels you might see that the way of life for me is not for the faint at heart! Never does a day go by that I don't hurt somewhere, or I can't walk that far cause my legs just don't wanna go!!! If you could walk a mile in my shoes I'd gladly let you!! Never does a day go by that I don't question why me lord but I get the same answer because only the strong ones survive the enduring pain that your in!! When the strong ones become weak then it's my time to call them home!! I'm not as strong as I once was but in my mind I'm still as strong as I was a few year ago!!! Never let anyone tell you that your not worth the ground you walk on because there's no one should eve judge you for who you are or what you are they shouldn't judge you period!! Don't allow someone to walk up and tell you that your worthless cause your not! Never allow anyone to belittle you and if you do then your allowing then to conquer you when you shouldn't! Stand up for what's right in your eyes and never let you voice go unspoken and if you allow others to see you weak and fragile they will do what it takes to put you down! Stand up even if it's wrong and speak your mind to the ones that's think your useless!! One voice is all it takes to make the world a better place why don't you be that one voice the world needs!!!!!!!!!! Stand up and praise him!! Stand up for you!! I'll stand up for me and you because I feel every human is equal!!! Thanks for reading and peace!!!!!!