At times the words that form in my mind don't come out right on paper! I feel so lost, I feel so helpless, I'm down and not sure why! I guess I miss the times when I had a life that others wished they had! I'm bored sitting at home day in and day out, I just get tired of sitting here and not having nothing more to make me wanna get up, I just wanna say fuck and walk away! Ugh! 

Blog, I just feel like others don't wanna be around me, I met a really cute girl and she's not even spoke to me since, I mean damn if I'm that ugly or that your not in to me just tell me! I want be mad but for a min but these women just don't even speak to me ever again! I just don't get it! Well blog it's over I'm not looking anymore they will find me! Peace!!