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Well, last night hurt me so bad that I just wanted to end it all!! I just wanted to say fucked and be like its over! But today was a little better, had lunch with my friend and she cheered me up!! Thanks Stephanie!! Then, I wrote my mom a letter! Yes I sat down and wrote her a letter, I felt she needed to see how much pain I was in!! She needed to hear it first hand how much it hurts! I guess that I need to tell her that I'm so hurt!! I hope that she will see that's shes hurt me! I'm just really ready to say to hell with it!! But I'm a little better!! Just gotta let go! Peace!