The journey began that's changed my life and I feel like made me stronger as a human! I walked out of the place that I'd called home for 9 yrs to actually go home and sit because my RA took its toll on me! It caused me to quit my job that I had a love/hate relationship with! I feel like God knew that it was time! I started my disablity process in December and by March I was approved! It was a long process but it was One That was much needed! It too put a lot of stress and anxiety on me and Corey! I went thru some deep depression I figured out who my true friends where and Who where just there cause I wanted them to be there! I found out That life on this side of the fence isn't all fun and games! Its hard not being able to go outside cause you can't get dressed alone! You have to have help with every move you make! I don't wish this on anyone and I'd hope that anyone that knows me knows One things for sure I Never gave up one once of hope! I kept fighting for what I felt was right! And I kept pushing myself harder and harder to keep up with the fast pace life I was used too! I've learned thru this experience that the government don't work one your time they work on their own time! Life waits for no one! I learned that too! But blog if One person sees me and realizes what I've been thru then maybe ill be an inspiration for them to keep pushing! Good Night blog!
