When you can't turn back

Sometimes you do things that you can't ever take back! Like, when a frienship crosses a line that is no longer friendship! For the moment it felt so good then after it was all said and done you realized that what happened just changed ur life forever! I hope that one day we will be the friends we used to be but I feel we will never be able to go back! So the more I think about being with you the more I feel like I'm ready for the time that you finally give me a chance to show you I'm more than just talk! Now when that time happens I hope that it happens naturally and not set up! I want you to feel as if its meant to be and not just because! Now with all that said remember I made you a promise! If I shall keep this promise its gonna take a lot of pride from me because I'm in need of a touch! All I ask is for u not to lead me on in hopes that I get a chance! I hope ur reading this now and see that I'm truthful and honest with you! I want you and I want you bad! If ever a chance in your mind you feel that you could never let me show you how I want to show you then please take a few mins and tell me! Email me, text me, or call me or tell me face to face! I feel like you want me your just scared! You showed me something that most people wouldn't show unless they are into you! You showed me your body! I was like damn! I know you think I'm crazy but when I see beauty I know it! I hope u understand!
Now, life is more about what's going on than what's up! We live one day at a time to make it to the next day! Good night!

Wordless wednesday

Veterans day

What does it mean to you? To me its a day to honor the men and women who wrote a check made payable to the usa for the freedom we enjoy day in and day out! To me its like they paid for the air we breathe! So take this time to thank a solider for a job well done! So many of my family and friends have family that served! My dad and father in law stand out the most! Its not that the rest didn't sacrifice their lifes but these two men went above the call of duty! They fought in one of the most hated wars of all time! Still to this day they don't feel like they are accepricated by americans! Veitnam was the only war that our soliders came home and wasn't welcomed with parades, open arms, people proud to see them! They come home to people lined up to put them down, spitting on them, calling them names, turning their backs to them! No other war in American history was a US solider treated so rudely! It's sad that these two men joined at the age of 18 because if they didn't they would of been forced too! My dad lost his best friend, countless others while fighting for the air you breathe! Jody went two tours because he wanted to make sure every US solider came home! Your reading this because of young men and women who made it possible for you and I to be here today! So I hope u took the time to thank a solider! Thanks to all soliders! Welcome Home Dad and Jody! If I could I'd make it a world wide event to welcome home every Vietnam Veterans the proper way! Love you both!!!

Hello is really good bye

With every hello there's always a good bye somewhere in the picture! Saying good bye can be the hardest thing you ever have to do! It can be the last thing someone hears! Lastly it could be the last thing u told someone you love! No matter what the good bye means if you love the person let them know! Never let a loved one leave with out saying I love u! Times are hard when the ones you love leave you wanting more! Lifes not an easy road but a road made up of choices! Choice wisely!
Today is given, yesterday is history, tomorrow isn't promised! Never think that just because your here today you'll be here tomorrow! Life is a precious gift that we most take for granted at certain times in our life! Walk around day to day like its your last! Never ever think that your gonna make it until the next day! Thanks for listening I'm off to bed now! Good bye!

RIP NICK BELL --- WORDLESS WEDNESDAY

Friends birthday

Today is a special friends birthday! We've had some rough times but we've come thru it all! Thanks to God above I'm able to celebrate her birthday with her one more year! Only this year she's with someone else and I'm happy in my marriage! She's with the one that makes her smile and gives her the love she deserves and needs! Thanks michelle for picking up where I couldn't finish! Thanks for loving her and caring for her! Thanks! Well missy its your birthday sweetie I hope its the best one yet! Love u girl!