Hmm

Sitting here thinking and I've drawn to write another blog about my friend! She's wants to be loved so much , but she's looking in all the wrong places! I just hope that one day she will begin to look in the right place and that's her heart! Before you can find love you've gotta get rid of the bad in your life first and then the good will follow! I've told her that a few times but it just seems she's not listening to me! But anyways blog enough about her! 

A few weeks ago or maybe a month ago I posted an ad on craiglist and what responded to me was something that I didn't expect! She seems like that she wants to be a great friend with maybe benefits! Just not sure she's ready to meet! We was suppose to meet just after Christmas but something came up and she had to go to Missouri on the day we was to meet! But you know I know that we all get scared! I just hope that soon we meet cause I'm really ready to see her face to face!! I haven't even heard her voice yet and I can't wait!! But anyways! Then I have this friend out in Arizona that wants to meet me and I'm like dang that's a long ways away lol!! But I have a few friends just not any that likes to text like I do!! I just like texting it's like my phone is a part of me and it'll be a cold day before you get this phone out of my hand lol! Well anyways blog my phone is bout to freaking die so peace!! 

New year

This year is ending better than it started! Sometimes I'm proud but sometimes I'm not!  I'm happy with my marriage, but something is missing still! I know what it is just finding it! I've tried but come up empty handed! I miss having that girl on the side! I miss missy, most of all I miss Natasha she made me feel like I was wanted like missy did! I've got a friend that I'm talking too and I really think once our schedules aline then, we will be great friends and maybe more! I just need that touch of a woman!! I need that occasional encounter with a female that I just can't get with Corey! Life is just crazy! One day I'll be happy and when that day comes!! I just hope it's soon! I miss having that friend that I need!! But new year and a new day or a new life! Just hope that my friend works out!! I really like her!! Well blog ill keep you posted!  

Haven't felt up to blogging

It's been a while and sometimes when I think about it something happens and I just forget to write! I used this blog to vent so much that I guess I don't have anything to vent about! But a few days ago I've had an anniversary and a birthday! It's been a good few weeks! But I leave Saturday to go on a family vacation with Corey's family! Whew hope I'm up to this! Good night all just tired tonight