The Gift of a Friend

Sometimes, i get in the mood to find things that explain my feelings at the time.. Last night I sat up part of the night thinking about we all know when Christy thinks its not a good thing. I was thinking about my grandmother. So today I took a little time to put my self in the life of my friends, I feel like that I might of failed a few of you as a friend but then gained a few of yours trust and respect. Thanks for that. Im not as hard on myself as you might think but life is great when it all works out ok.. So to all the people out there that i call my friend..


The Gift Of Friends
by Karin Schaefer
There are days whenbubbling from us comesthe innocent child within,who giggles at the little thingsand wears a silly grin.There are days whenmelancholy comes tovisit for a while;the mind feels tired, the body weak;we have no strength to smile.There are days whenjoy abundantgrabs a hold of you and me;wraps us up in all it's splendor,lifts us up and sets us free.There are days whensorrow wraps usin its cloak of grief and fear,'till our hearts ache to the breaking,'till our eyes can't shed a tear.There are days whenlove bestows uswith its wonderment and light;with its beauty and its mystery,its power and its might.And there are days whenlife rewards usand seems to make amendsby granting us a marvelous gift,the precious gift of Friends.

If tomorrow never comes

If tomorrow never comes... thats a might big title for such a little mind of mine right now. I have never really sat down and told anyone but oh maybe one person. Rhonda, what i really want if i never wake up. But she might not remember it cause it was many many years ago. I have told missy a time or two and maybe even corey but not sure if i told anyone else. But here it goes. if my tomorrow never comes then please don't let anyone cry over me. Im just like the next person. I'm better off now than I was then. So if you want to cry then don't do it over my casket please. cause you might make my make up run. And girl if my make up runs then it ain't gonna be prutty up in there. Id have to whip someone's you know dairy aire.. Can i get an Amen! Well, Tomorrow is a never ending day. It could be tuesday of next week, i could be next year or even in 10 yrs. but, tomorrow is getting closer and closer for some like my poor friends husband that just passed away. She was so heart broken today when i saw her that it almost made me cry. And you know when I cry I boooooo hooo like crocidile tears.. Looks like i just lost my only friend in the world. Yep he is gone too.. Rest in Peace Micheal Jackson. Buddy you will be missed my friend. Lots of people didn't know but i met him one time in real life. He was a kool person. Just so you know.. Hes not all the bad stuff that you think. Well, if you believe that then Im dolly Parton.. lol. I might look like her with my big Kahunas but i am. I don't have all that money she got. What would I do with it if I did.. Hell, might just give it to you all.. Wouldn't you love that. Not.. If i win the lottery then im going to spend it all on baseball cards and vintage yellow m and m stuff.. like the 7 packs of mandm's corey is dying to get in too. but oh know they are collectors items. one of a kind. Transformers.. can't beat that with a stick. I know im just rambling but you know what i say about that. its my darn blog and if i want to ramble i will. if you don't like what i have to say then get off my page. Amen.. I had my infusion the other day so late night don't mean nuthing to me. I can go and go and never sleep until that day i get so tired i just pass out where i stand. Gotta love Steroids.. No wonder them baseball players love it. Wonder if i could take me some more steroids and hit me about 300 homers.. wouldn't that be the talk of the world. Girl from tupelo, ms done went and got all jacked up on steroids and walked all over you guys hitting homer after homer. boy would i live up the fame.. lol. Id be like MJ living the good life. Couldn't you see it now. Me on the front cover of every news paper in the world and ppl stopping me to get autographs. Lord if they could read my handwriting would be a miracle. cause lord knows i can't write. can i get an amen? I wasn't blessed with good writing skills as you can tell. all them run on sentences and adverbs and adjectices all out of place. i didn't learn nuthing in school but how to eat some square pizza with ranch dressing and drink me some boxed chocolate milk for every meal.. miss them days. thats why they call me the Fluffy girl. lol. Im not fat just full of air.. If i ever blow watch out ill blow mississippi clean off the map.. we'd be sitting in cuba right about now or some where else, but don't you know id feel so much better. cause a good ol fart is just good sometimes. well, good night everyone out there in this world. maybe tomorrow will be better.. ill feel like eating the side of the house.. oops done that today..