its been awhile

Its been awhile since i sat down here at the computer and blogged. Lets see where to begin. Since I was last here, I went to the ER, had my infusion and deconstructed the kitchen only to put it all back together. Well, I week ago this sunday(tommorrow) I was sitting here at the house talking to Missy on the phone and playing with some baseball cards that I brought home from missy's house. A pain hit me in my left side and made me feel like i was going to throw up. It was a pain that I had never felt before in my life as far as that I never want to feel again. I went and laid down in the bed in hopes it would ease up a little but it didn't. I called corey crying and he told me he was coming home to take me to the ER. Well, he finally gets here and we are off to the ER. I get there get signed in. Corey is having to stand cause their isn't anywhere to sit only standing room. I over heard the sign in woman tell someone else that the wait was probably about 7 to 8 hours. I was pissed but the pain had eased enough for me to go back home and take a pain pill and go to bed. So I did. I told corey to come on and lets go home.. I was so tired and wasn't about to sit there no 8 hours. Well, corey thought I was trying to pass a kidney stone or it was moving its way to my bladder. I don't know but I do know it hurt like hell.. I don't understand why the freaking er has an 8 hour wait. Damn at all the places in this place to get medical attention they all close at 5 on sunday night. That is stupid in my opinion. But they want to charge you an arm and leg to go to the er.. But anyway enough about that. I'm better now. I don't know what happened but i'm still living and breathing. Had my infusion the other day and it went well. I feel much better now. Might be having little babies soon. I think that my sweet little bella might of got hung up with my mean baby Boomer. I guess we will know soon.. I might be a grandmother soon.. LOL... I sent a text to my step mom and told her that they might be grandparents again soon. She told my dad and he gave her a look like what the hell are you talking about my baby girl Christy is pregnant. When she told him it was the dogs he just said oh shit your kidding me. I just laughed my ass off. I thought it was the funniest thing I had ever heard of.. Well, anyway. I will keep you posted on how things are going. I'm really tired and ready for bed. So good night all.

A Day On The Lake with The Hollands!

What your about to read is something that is in every issue of bass masters magazine. I just wanted to take it and put it in our day of fishing today. I hope you enjoy.. Maybe you will understand it all. I have a picture that I have on my phone to show you what i looked like lol..

We arrive at Lake LB about 8:05 am we are towing a GIII Bass boat rigged with motorguide trolling motor with Hummingbird Electronics. We put the boat in the water, Christy pulls the truck up and parks it. Corey is waiting by the dock on her to get in.. She gets in, we crank the big motor and zoom straight across the lake to the cove directly across from boat ramp. Corey is using a Mitchell Spinning reel on a Shakesphere rod with a Crawdad color Bandit crankbait on it, mean while Christy is using a Axiom Reel with a Shakesphere rod throwing a Rage Tail white grub. It skips arcoss the water no takers here. Corey doesn't get any takers either. Wind is blowing out of the North like a huricanes coming. Water is white capping a little, Its kind of Chilly. COrey tells Christy that maybe we should of put our over coats on. Christy replies i thought you said it was suppose to be 70 today. I didn't hear about no wind advisory. Did i miss that report. Corey just chukles and keeps on moving up in the cove. Now he is using a Abu Gracia Reel and Rod throwing a Zoom Fat Albert Twin tail grub. No takers. By this time, christy is a little disgusted and has picked up her quick trigger spinning reel and is crappie fishing. No takers on it either. Corey cranks the big motor and we slowly move further up the lake kind in the back area a little. Christy kind of looks like a foreign person all bundled up like its cold out here. Hmm, the water temp is about 44 degrees. Temp out side feels about 44 degrees.. We make it up the lake and Christy is still using the Rhino bait caster with a Bandit Crankbait. Purple back with a white belly. She said she just bought it. No takers on it. Corey is fishing a little bit of everything. BY this time its about 10o'clock. No fish yet. Not even a bite. Christy said to hell with this lake there ain't no fish here. She said she hasn't caught a thing here. Well, the wind is blowing us around like we aren't even sitting here. Christy suggest that we go back up to the levie and troll for crappie. No takers on it either. Corey is frustrated by this time and says how bout we just go home and park this damn thing and go to the boat and RV show. christy reminds them they don't have the money. Sounds like trouble is brewing. We troll around a little more corey picks up and we drift up by the boat ramp. Corey is throwing a fork creature on his bait caster. No takers on it. Christy is bored. They finally decided its time to go. No fish here. Inconclusion I think that the wind was blowing to hard and the water wasn't quite warm enough for the fish. Corey and Christy tried everything they could but no takers. When I asked them did they want to tackle this lake again they both agreed they would wait until it was a little warmer. and make sure the wind wasn't blowing 20 to 30 miles an hour. In all they had a fun day just doing what they love. That is fishing.

the day that hurts the most

Today was very hard for me as a person. I lost something that held a special place in my heart that can never be replaced. She wasn't my real grandmother but treated me as if I was her own. I haven't taken the time out of my busy life to go see her one last time and now it hurts more than ever. The next time I see her will be her lying in the casket. Its hard to lose a family member but even harder to lose one that wasn't even kin to you but by only marriage. She was a strong woman with a heart of gold. Never in a millon years did I expect to hear my stepmother on the phone to tell me that. We never know what God has in store for us until its to late to take back what we can't change. Please add her kids and family to your thoughts and prayers. Thanks memaw for all the memories that you allowed me to have with you! I love you and miss you already! Thanks for taking the time to read this!