angel in hiding

Angel in hiding
By Christy
As the morning mist
Slow rises from the water! I see a face that looks familar!
I keep looking the more I look I see her wings! She's watching me but behind the misty air!
I keep stare as I begen to see her slowly fading!
I look up to the sky and said lord if that's my angel you sent to watch over me then why did she leave so quick?
Lord replied, christy, she never left you just can't see her! If I tell you her real name then I wouldn't b able to keep her watching you!

Thanks for takin the time to read this I know it needs some work but its just my thoughts! Thanks!

"To the world you are one peson, to one person you are the world"

That pharse is so true, its a saying that so many people have never heard! It says a lot bout a person just by putting a few words down in a sentence! In this world I'm just like everyone else I'm just a human! But to a few people I'm there world! I'm their rock I'm their shoulder and I'm their ear to hear! To other people I might just be someone that's easy to talk to! By many people just in this past week I have been told that I have a huge heart that's constantly yearning to give something! A customer told me the other day that he loved me cause he always knew I would give 110% if and when he asked me to do something! He also said christy ur a good listner and got a heart of gold! Never does a day go by that I don't feel welcomed by someone! More people love me than I will ever know! From old men that are lonely to old women that are stubborn and sit in there ways to my mom who I love dearly but don't show it like I should and to someone like carol that just needs tech support on hand for all her technical issues! Love you carol Can't leave out corey he demands more of my heart than I probably give him! Love you baby! Next is my best friend missy, don't get me wrong we have had our ups and downs but thru it all we managed to keep one thing and that is our friendship! Love ya girl! Sometimes life isn't what we think it should be but when it gives us a kick in the butt what do we do! We keep on trucking along! Ok everyone, its time for me to close this blog on a happy note! One day soon I'm going to feel like a new person not hurt, not want nuthing or not need nuthing! Thanks for the love and support!

for the better or worse

I have been told I'm a good person, good listener, and just an all around good person! So do I continue down this road! Or do I just give up! At times I feel like that my personality is greating me a little worse than I'm ready for! But do I stay the christy that I am or do I try to change! I just don't know right this very minute! Do I let go or still hold on? We always want our cake and eat it to! So maybe I have ate my cake and now I'm ready to try a new piece! I'm going to let it all go to GOD he is the only one that is going to make me better! Good nite!

we learn many things in life

A friend called me the other day and just wanted to talk! She told me that she had met a guy online and this guy had told her all the things we woman want to here but didn't tell her he was married until she had almost left her husband! When she met this guy her and her husband wasn't on the best of terms! She almost lost her best friend in this little ordeal cause he had set up an account on gmail that looked like her account and made her best friend believe it was her! She finally saw thru him and realized what he was really! Then she called me today and during this time he caused her a big cell bill! Cause he didn't live in mississippi! So I guess we all can learn from this that if the story is too good to be true then you need to look past them and see the inner truth! Just like my friend did! So then think bout it before you lose everything you have! Thanks for a lesson that I'm proud I didn't have to learn! Good night

my own poem

These words are straight out of the horses mouth. I was laying in bed one night thinking and thought you know Christy you have an ability that is hidden. This is my own poem and you can tell me what you think and what i need to do to make it better. Just a rough Draft. So im open for suggestions.

Friends by Christy
Friends come in all shapes, forms and fashions!
Some last, some go but all make a lasting impression on you!
Friends hear you when your sad, angry and hurting!
They stand by you thru it all!
Never leaving your side cause that's what friends are for!
Friends are gifts from GOD to cherish, hold and even teach us a lesson or two!
We never know when we might lose them!
GOD just puts them here for us to grow!
Thanks for being my friend!

Tell me what you think?

how much more can i take

The saying that GOD only puts as much as he thinks you can handle! Well, right now I feel like he has put me to the test to see how well ill handle it all! Right now the things on me is this: Coreys dad went in the hospital on friday for chest pain! He thought it was just heart burb by what he had eaten! Well, it wasn't he has had another heart attack! I prayed that he would come thru it all! Everyone around me has prayed for him! Thanks! I'm here to say that GOD does answer prayers! Today he went into surgery came out with a stint and one that was cleaned out! I felt a sigh of relief when corey called me and told me! Only to hang up the phone and get another call from my stepmother carol that she was headed to the hospital with my dad! I laid my head on the counter and asked GOD what have I done to get all this at one time! My dad is losing blood and not sure where its coming from! I'm feel like that he is going to be ok and all this is just a great test from GOD! I'm a strong willed woman and I'm going to make it thru all this with a better understanding of what GOD has in store for me! Its just a test that I guess we don't ever want to have to take! Thanks to all my friends and family! They have stood behind me thru it all! Maybe one day ill be able to stand behind them! Thanks! Love you all! Tomorrow is infusion day! So ill be on cloud 9 tomorrow! Thanks to good meds!