for the better or worse

I have been told I'm a good person, good listener, and just an all around good person! So do I continue down this road! Or do I just give up! At times I feel like that my personality is greating me a little worse than I'm ready for! But do I stay the christy that I am or do I try to change! I just don't know right this very minute! Do I let go or still hold on? We always want our cake and eat it to! So maybe I have ate my cake and now I'm ready to try a new piece! I'm going to let it all go to GOD he is the only one that is going to make me better! Good nite!