When at times I feel Like giving up I look up and remember the things I did as a kid That kept me here and I think about the ones that's gone before me! They inspire me to keep trying because I know there isn't a one of them that would want me giving up! So I've decided that one day I'm gonna sit down and just write my feelings out on paper so when I'm gone someone can read them!
Today, I got my feelings stepped on and hurt pretty bad! My husband thinks or I Think he thinks I have Bo clue in the world what I'm doing behind the digital camara! I feel like my years of being a head photo specialist just was wasted in his eyes! I feel he thinks I'm just as dumb as a box of rocks! Never fails that when he wants to go somewhere and take photos my input is useless and worthless! Its like I just need to shut up! He's never in the 9 yrs I've known him taken any kind of photography class or worked with photography! He didn't even own a camara when I met him! Looking back thru some pictures he had they where not anything I'd claim to have taken! But now That we own a professional camara he feels like he's a professional now! It hurts me the way he acts and what he says when I make a remark or statement about something he took! Its like I shouldn't ever say a word! He does no wrong! Maybe its me but if I see something I like I'm gonna snap it in the original state that its in and not sit there or walk around trying to find a good spot! Take it naturally and you will get a better photo! It ain't gotta be straight forward or 90° angle! I mean damn! I've seen work or professionals yea they might use Photoshop to fix the background or surroundings but they snap the picture the way they see it! I've asked them a thousand times what do you think of this picture? Most of the time its Christy you did a good job! Today, Corey proceeded to tell me When I told him to take it at an angle to include to objects in one shot! He told me I didn't have a clue what I was talking bout and that it would look stupid! So I took That as meaning that I don't know what the hell I'm talking about nor do I know anything about photography! So guess what he took the picture straight forward and guess what it cut one of the objects in half! I guess that I don't know what I'm talking about do I? Hmmm!
Enough of that its bout time for me to put phone down! Fingers are numb and arms are hurting! Until next time! Holla
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