saying good bye

Its the hardest thing anyone would ever have to do! Its not easy to say it when u have the chance and its really not easy when you wasn't given the chance! Tomorrow I'm traveling back home with my new friend kiersten to say good bye to my aunt! Its not the way I want to but its the way I have too! I miss her dearly, when I moved away in 2001 it hurt her more than it did anyone! She knew I needed to go better myself but didn't want me to go! Its not until they are gone that you have all these should ofs, could ofs! Its little things like the time corey couldn't remember her name and called her gredty! She laughed we laughed! The last time I talked to her I said that to her! She is probably told everyone in heaven about it! Shell see Me there tomorrow and probaly look down at me and say there's that damn christy! Finally found the time to come say good bye! Big city living done got to her! I love you aunt jeanette! Your the aunt that I always looked up to! Gredy, never think that I didn't love you cause I did! Well, its bout that time that I close this blog! I'm crying and need to have my butt in bed sleeping! Good nite! Love to all!