Grieving

That's the part of the book I'm at! And one of the things just hit me so hard that I cried and had to put the book down! One of the survivors was talking about her mother not showing her the love that she needed back then and how she left her moms house to get away from the past and did things that she shouldn't have! Sadly my mother never showed me she cared, she never showed me that she loved me!! She acted like I was a nobody and always thought that I didn't exist and always made me feel like I wasn't anybody but a "punching bag" not literally punching me but talking to me like I was worthless, useless! Just really don't know what they expected of me and why can't they see that I am someone!!