Yea you know that song, your singing it right now! It's been around for a long time! Remember my mom listening to it! But, that's truly not what this blog is about! But the first step to anything, is admitting your lost, broken, and need a little guidance! But the admitting your lost is the harder of the others because not everyone feels they are lost! I was lost once, twice, three times and the three steps helped me find my self! The door was opened I just had to enter! But, since I've found myself I've found someone that needed me just as much as I needed her! I left on Tuesday going to tunica with her and had the time of my life! She's so much fun to be around! We laughed, cried, hugged and just helped each other release some past pains! The laughs turned to tears but happy tears, the tears turned to openness that's helped us get past the past and look towards the future! Sometimes when life throws us under the bus so to speak, you have to have that one person that can pick up the pieces and help you move on! But at times we need to catch ourselves and really think about our future! I see lots more memories, more laughs, more cries, and more fun times!
Missing someone hurts so bad at times all you can do is cry, weep and wish you was there with them! Tonight I needed to be in 3 places at one time! I have one friend talking Suicide, one needing a shoulder to cry on and just needing to be at home! Ones in Florida can't get to her, all I can do is pray she's ok! The other is at work, sitting with an older lady, and really has a heavy heart! She needed my shoulder to lean on! Then just needing to be at home! Home is where your heart should be! But tonight my heart was two other places! But I hope both of them know I love them and would do what ever to help them both!
Next random shit I want to write about is my 13th wedding anniversary is coming up! So what does he buy me? A foot pedicure thing because he said my feet look ugly and needs help! When I asked him what he bought himself he said nothing yet but I figured I'd treat myself to a movie on Sunday which is our anniversary! But I don't care let him go! He Deserves it! I might make him a homemade card but I don't know! He's not the romantic type!
Next up is just that I made something for my friend Mary and she loved it! I made something for him and he said nothing! She thanked me, and said she loved it and no one had ever made anything for her! It made my heart smile so damn big because she appreciated my homemade work! Thank you Mary!
I know this blog is random as hell, just my mind is in a million places! Ugh! Peace! Fuck this it's a fucked up mess already!
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