So I've been thinking on this for a long time! I mean a very long time! It's taken me until now to get up the courage to finally talk to Corey about it and well it didn't go as planned! It kind of hurt the way he reacted! I had asked my counselor what was some ways to get his attention off porn and on me! She suggested to find sized women like me nude, and see how they pose and then either repeat pose or do different ones and save them to his computer and let him look at me instead of porn! I was in shower and he walked in to pee and I said hey baby I got a question! I said I'd like you to take some nude shower photos of me! His reaction was a stunned look on his face like has she lost her damn mind! And then I said you ain't gonna say nothing he said well I don't know what to say! I guess I think different than others cause if someone would of said that to me I'd been like uh hell yeah and when, and I'm ready! I guess it's just me but I kind of got the idea that he thought maybe your not as pretty or as small or what ever! I have a low self esteem and a low self confidence and when I try I don't get the reaction I was looking for! Is it me? Am I the one that over reacted or was it just him? I may never know cause I don't think it'll ever happen! But it's worth a try! You was warned!
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